This year will be the second year that I am celebrating Hari Raya without my beautiful mother.
Last year memang tak de mood Raya langsung. It was just a few weeks after arwah passed away.
This year is a little bit better. Adjusting to Raya without arwah.
The main adjustment is finding new rituals for the Hari Raya.
Before this it’s centred around helping her prepare for the day.
Pergi pasar, order kuih, pergi shopping, tolong masak, kemas rumah etc.
She would also insist on getting the ‘duit baru’ untuk duit raya.
Now have to figure out what my own Hari Raya rituals are.
Belum decide lagi exactly what this will be.
One thing I did do was to get the ‘duit baru’
Should I have an Open House this year?
